I think I may be done with relationships. It’s like getting an extra full-time job, without pay, constantly being in trouble and told I’m not good enough. Also everywhere you go everything costs twice as much. I think I’ve reached that point in life where I’m jaded or just smartened up. I believed in love, I believed in marriage. I’m not sure anymore. I wouldn’t change the past, even my biggest mistakes and regrets have lead me to who I am today and the family I have. I really couldn’t be happier considering my situation. A huge weight has been removed from my shoulders. To put it another way, no,…

I don’t usually share other people’s posts, but it’s good to know I’m not alone. I’m still having a difficult time transitioning from a husband to a single Dad. She has moved on at the speed of light, I’m more going at the speed of matter. On days I have Renny things are wonderful. The days I don’t are absolutely horrible. Crying helps a little. Who am I if not a husband? I am a Father, and I love being a dad, it’s my joy. It’s difficult to not be in a family anymore, and not by my choice. She moved on to another family and they are playing house…

I think TOS was my childhood trek, it taught me who I should be and the difference between right and wrong, TAS is always for Saturday mornings to keep me and my cereal company, TNG was my teen trek, an adventure of a lifetime and it taught me diplomacy and teamwork. DS9 is an amazing novel I get lost in every time. VGR is where I would want to be, Janeway would be the captain I would want if I was in Starfleet, and the Borg we’re heading right for us. Enterprise is my adult trek. Archer is the captain I would aspire to be, Tucker is the man I’m…

“Even Hitler had a girlfriend” ⁃ David Manning I’m looking for a dating site for people that only have a few hours a week to date. My category for relationship status of social media is “It’s complicated”. That’s the closest one that fits because there is no “Married, separated, she has a boyfriend, wife, and daughter live with me, looking to date 4-6 hours a week” When looking at the dating apps/sites filling out a profile, it seems so discouraging to explain all that in the bio. It’s like advertising that food is past its expiration date, is there a human equivalent to “Today’s Special”? It would be easier if…

Was the name of my band in college. Life is the best thing there is. No matter how bad it gets and how much others hurt you, there is still a few times a day when you can just be in your own head and know how special being alive is. All the hurt, the pain, the adultery doesn’t matter as much as being alive in the here and now. Living the program, being self aware. One day it will all end. In those final moments of life, I believe will will try to hang on and cherish every last second. Knowing that, I cherish them now. Tonight after being…