• The Ghost of Greiser

    Serenity’s first case. Our client was missing his name from the family headstone. It was there and then it wasn’t. After getting all the information we could from the client, we did some legwork and made some calls. The case was solved, or so we thought…

  • Who am I?

    I don’t usually share other people’s posts, but it’s good to know I’m not alone. I’m still having a difficult time transitioning from a husband to a single Dad. She has moved on at the speed of light, I’m more going at the speed of matter. On days I have Renny things are wonderful. The days I don’t are absolutely horrible. Crying helps a little. Who am I if not a husband? I am a Father, and I love being a dad, it’s my joy. It’s difficult to not be in a family anymore, and not by my choice. She moved on to another family and they are playing house…

  • Trek Life

    I think TOS was my childhood trek, it taught me who I should be and the difference between right and wrong, TAS is always for Saturday mornings to keep me and my cereal company, TNG was my teen trek, an adventure of a lifetime and it taught me diplomacy and teamwork. DS9 is an amazing novel I get lost in every time. VGR is where I would want to be, Janeway would be the captain I would want if I was in Starfleet, and the Borg we’re heading right for us. Enterprise is my adult trek. Archer is the captain I would aspire to be, Tucker is the man I’m…

  • Sleepless in Cape Coral

    “Even Hitler had a girlfriend” ⁃ David Manning I’m looking for a dating site for people that only have a few hours a week to date. My category for relationship status of social media is “It’s complicated”. That’s the closest one that fits because there is no “Married, separated, she has a boyfriend, wife, and daughter live with me, looking to date 4-6 hours a week” When looking at the dating apps/sites filling out a profile, it seems so discouraging to explain all that in the bio. It’s like advertising that food is past its expiration date, is there a human equivalent to “Today’s Special”? It would be easier if…

  • Your panties are on the Pizza box.

    Was the name of my band in college. Life is the best thing there is. No matter how bad it gets and how much others hurt you, there is still a few times a day when you can just be in your own head and know how special being alive is. All the hurt, the pain, the adultery doesn’t matter as much as being alive in the here and now. Living the program, being self aware. One day it will all end. In those final moments of life, I believe will will try to hang on and cherish every last second. Knowing that, I cherish them now. Tonight after being…

  • Love

    Love. It’s what we want when we don’t have it. It’s what we idealize in our thoughts during the unbearable loneliness. It’s what we hope to find, don’t feel worthy of, and sometimes think we find. It is something we give freely yet it can be ripped away by another. If it can be stolen, was it ever real to begin with? I only know how I felt, why another would pretend is beyond my understanding. We place our personalities into someone else to fill in the unknown gaps. We do this for celebrities, friends, gods, and those we love. Do people change or is it more a matter of finding more…

  • 6am at the oasis

    I discovered virtual reality last night. Armed with VR goggles that my iPhone fit in and EarPods I ventured into the web to explore all VR an entry-level person could. I walked on the moon with its last manned mission in the original NASA program, I went on a roller coaster at Six Flags Great Adventure in NJ, I did some hiking, looked around a tropical island, and back at the hotel I enjoyed a swim. I’m really intrigued by the technology and surprised I haven’t ventured into it before. My inspiration was to see how far we are for the experience portrayed in Ready Player One (2018). It sent me…

  • It’s late. Come back tomorrow.

    I had a nightmare that the people I bought the house from finally came to pick up their furniture while I was trying to get Serenity to sleep. They were going all through our stuff and I kept explaining to them that was ten years ago. I knew it wasn’t real, because there was a spiral staircase in one of the shots of the dream, there are no stairs in this part of Florida.