As far as I can tell there is no happily ever after. That’s just something a writer made up a long time ago because they were done telling their story. I enjoy my me time no matter how unwilling I am to have it. The world drags me kicking and screaming into it half of every week. It is a fact that this is what life is now. Eighty-four hours I have to fill every week. I sleep, I work, I eat, I clean, I play Mr fix it, and there is still so much more time until I get my Serenity back. I’ve read books, I write, I work…

I think I may be done with relationships. It’s like getting an extra full-time job, without pay, constantly being in trouble and told I’m not good enough. Also everywhere you go everything costs twice as much. I think I’ve reached that point in life where I’m jaded or just smartened up. I believed in love, I believed in marriage. I’m not sure anymore. I wouldn’t change the past, even my biggest mistakes and regrets have lead me to who I am today and the family I have. I really couldn’t be happier considering my situation. A huge weight has been removed from my shoulders. To put it another way, no,…

I don’t usually share other people’s posts, but it’s good to know I’m not alone. I’m still having a difficult time transitioning from a husband to a single Dad. She has moved on at the speed of light, I’m more going at the speed of matter. On days I have Renny things are wonderful. The days I don’t are absolutely horrible. Crying helps a little. Who am I if not a husband? I am a Father, and I love being a dad, it’s my joy. It’s difficult to not be in a family anymore, and not by my choice. She moved on to another family and they are playing house…