“Even Hitler had a girlfriend” ⁃ David Manning I’m looking for a dating site for people that only have a few hours a week to date. My category for relationship status of social media is “It’s complicated”. That’s the closest one that fits because there is no “Married, separated, she has a boyfriend, wife, and daughter live with me, looking to date 4-6 hours a week” When looking at the dating apps/sites filling out a profile, it seems so discouraging to explain all that in the bio. It’s like advertising that food is past its expiration date, is there a human equivalent to “Today’s Special”? It would be easier if…

Was the name of my band in college. Life is the best thing there is. No matter how bad it gets and how much others hurt you, there is still a few times a day when you can just be in your own head and know how special being alive is. All the hurt, the pain, the adultery doesn’t matter as much as being alive in the here and now. Living the program, being self aware. One day it will all end. In those final moments of life, I believe will will try to hang on and cherish every last second. Knowing that, I cherish them now. Tonight after being…

I had a nightmare that the people I bought the house from finally came to pick up their furniture while I was trying to get Serenity to sleep. They were going all through our stuff and I kept explaining to them that was ten years ago. I knew it wasn’t real, because there was a spiral staircase in one of the shots of the dream, there are no stairs in this part of Florida.

I feel a little better now that I have my blog back again again. It’s not easy to be without a creative or personal outlet. I can and do post things on my social media, but when I share the true me and not always the best side forward some people think I’m complaining or looking for sympathy. But life is full of both positives like hearts and diamonds, and negatives like aces. That’s not always easy to deal with. So when I post things on social media like poetry, I know as many people see it as they do my photo of dinner, but the casual Albie fan doesn’t…

I was heading out to the store to pick up my insulin today and I asked Renny what she wanted from the store. I always ask her because she doesn’t drive yet. She said something American Girl Doll and a lego set. I told her I’ll only get her one toy and she had to decide. She thought for a second and said “An American Girl LEGO set then” she is very smart.