Posted on July 7, 2018
Who am I?
I don’t usually share other people’s posts, but it’s good to know I’m not alone. I’m still having a difficult time transitioning from a husband to a single Dad. She has moved on at the speed of light, I’m more going at the speed of matter. On days I have Renny things are wonderful. The days I don’t are absolutely horrible. Crying helps a little.
Who am I if not a husband? I am a Father, and I love being a dad, it’s my joy. It’s difficult to not be in a family anymore, and not by my choice. She moved on to another family and they are playing house when they can find a place to stay. I wasn’t in an immediate rush to replace my family with someone else’s. I liked mine. It may be the same as the saying goes, to get over someone get on top of someone else. That never worked for me.
My family now is me, Serenity, and my mom. This isn’t fun. There is someone out there living my life some days, those days are difficult, but I try to keep busy cleaning, repairing, and being productive. Until I get my daughter back every other day. I have no idea where to go from here. It’s a very lonely life. I have so much love to give, so much more to live, and no one wants it.