Today marks a new chapter in the book of Albie. If the last part of the story is to be viewed as a hurdle, today is a new beginning. It starts off with Serenity and myself and a bright future ahead of us.
It was never my plan or choice, and at this point, there is nothing more I can do. The years of crying are over, there are no more tears left. I have the support of my mother, brother, and close friends in town as well as my online friends. I will be okay. Serenity will be with me half the week and her mother the other half, I believe she is strong enough to get through this having a mother and father that love her very much and whose focus is to put her as their top priority.
One day I may stumble upon someone who loves me, for me, and takes care of me. Someone who I love for them, and can take care of. If not, it’s okay, I’ve done the thing and made a beautiful perfect little human. I am fulfilling my special purpose.
I have a lot of work ahead of me repairing the house, finding a vehicle and becoming 100% self-sufficient again. I’m not worried I was always the guy with his stuff together. I look forward to being that again.
I’ll have three very long and boring days a week without Renny, so don’t be afraid to reach out. If you’re bored and good at drywall, tile, or painting the pizza is on me.
I wish Heather the best of luck with her future endeavors.
It’s time to be happy again.