• Please Stand By…

    I’m happy for the most part but I still struggle at some point during each day. The feeling of betrayal is still there three years after first finding out she was cheating on me. The loneliness is there every day. I’m not sure how to fix these issues. It’s difficult living in a world I had no plans of being in. When I said I do, silly me I thought it would be forever. Finding myself all alone except for the best part of my week, when I have Renny, it just hurts. But I don’t want to be controlled again, I don’t want to constantly feel like I’m in…

  • Alexander Skarsgard To Play Albie in New Biopic

    Alexander Skarsgard has been tapped to play Albie in an upcoming motion picture directed by Sofia Coppola Becoming Albie. The film starts out in Farmingdale New Jersey in the 1980’s in an effort to capitalize on today’s 80’s nostalgia trend. No word yet on who will play the young Albie. Insiders say the film will focus on his twenties to his thirties when he first rose to stardom. When Skarsgard was asked about the project, he said: “I’m doing what now?” Check back here to for updates on the project and a release date. *parody

  • Meet cute miss

    I was such in the vortex today I missed out on a meet cute. I was feeling down lately about myself and my lack of close friends. I had pretty much given up and felt really invisible lately. Today was strange. So many people spoke to me today, including the cute girl. I was out of it, I wasn’t my usual self and missed a nice opportunity.

  • It’s been difficult

    The loneliness has gotten to a point to where it’s painful. I had hoped it would be better after Christmas, but that same emptiness is there and the feeling of hopelessness is growing. Spending Christmas week alone and feeling like I have nothing to offer anyone anymore is a bummer. I just feel like giving up all over again. Best wishes, Albie

  • Big ass TV in UHD

    As far as I can tell there is no happily ever after. That’s just something a writer made up a long time ago because they were done telling their story. I enjoy my me time no matter how unwilling I am to have it. The world drags me kicking and screaming into it half of every week. It is a fact that this is what life is now. Eighty-four hours I have to fill every week. I sleep, I work, I eat, I clean, I play Mr fix it, and there is still so much more time until I get my Serenity back. I’ve read books, I write, I work…

  • Jaded

    I think I may be done with relationships. It’s like getting an extra full-time job, without pay, constantly being in trouble and told I’m not good enough. Also everywhere you go everything costs twice as much. I think I’ve reached that point in life where I’m jaded or just smartened up. I believed in love, I believed in marriage. I’m not sure anymore. I wouldn’t change the past, even my biggest mistakes and regrets have lead me to who I am today and the family I have. I really couldn’t be happier considering my situation. A huge weight has been removed from my shoulders. To put it another way, no,…

  • The Next Chapter

    Today marks a new chapter in the book of Albie. If the last part of the story is to be viewed as a hurdle, today is a new beginning. It starts off with Serenity and myself and a bright future ahead of us. It was never my plan or choice, and at this point, there is nothing more I can do. The years of crying are over, there are no more tears left. I have the support of my mother, brother, and close friends in town as well as my online friends. I will be okay. Serenity will be with me half the week and her mother the other half,…

  • The Ghost of Greiser

    Serenity’s first case. Our client was missing his name from the family headstone. It was there and then it wasn’t. After getting all the information we could from the client, we did some legwork and made some calls. The case was solved, or so we thought…

  • Who am I?

    I don’t usually share other people’s posts, but it’s good to know I’m not alone. I’m still having a difficult time transitioning from a husband to a single Dad. She has moved on at the speed of light, I’m more going at the speed of matter. On days I have Renny things are wonderful. The days I don’t are absolutely horrible. Crying helps a little. Who am I if not a husband? I am a Father, and I love being a dad, it’s my joy. It’s difficult to not be in a family anymore, and not by my choice. She moved on to another family and they are playing house…